Khamoshi

I feel guilty . . . I feel guilty for being silent for so long. Not anymore. Never again.

Hamesha mai ne apni zabaan rok li,
Hamesha jab waqt aan parta tha,
Sochta tha meri khamoshi mera hathyaar hai,
Yahan log tau sab nadaan hain,

Kya larun kisi se?
Izhar e khiyaal he tau jurm hai,
Mai nahe lar sakta,
Khamosh rehna he behtar hai,

Isi khamoshi k siharay khud ko dilasa deta raha,
Sab sahe hai, sab sahe hai,
Laikin lahu tipakta raha,
Mai dekhta raha, sochta raha,

Laikin meri khamoshi barkarar rahi,

Waqt baid giya, halaat bigarhtay rahai,
Mujhe aksar laga k lab azaad karne chahye,
Laikin phir sochta k kisi aur mauqai pai karein gai,
Aur isi tarha meri khamoshi barkarar rahi,

Laikin kal chand gharoun k chiraagh hamesha k liye bujh Gaye,
Lahu beh giya un pyaray phooloun ka,
Mera dil cheekh k bola,
Ab tau lab azaad kar de Hasan,

Magar ab alfaaz nahe thai,
Meri khamoshi ne mujhe he khamosh kar diya tha,

Ab log kehtai hain k maar do Jo zimaydaar hai,
Ye kaisa insaan hai?

Magar mai khamosh raha,
Aakhir zimaydaar tau mai bhi houn,
Meri khamoshi mera jurm hai.

Aj ghar se phir khamosh nikla houn,
Aankhoun mai aansu hain,
Dil bahut bhaari hai,
Laikin sharmindagi sar pai taari hai,

Moun chupa k, khamoshi se nikla houn Aj,
Aakhir zimaydaar tau mai bhi houn,
Meri khamoshi mera jurm hai.

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