Sometimes the darkness engulfs me,
And it gets harder to breathe,
Sometimes I cant seem to fight,
The demons that have bred in me,
So I just wish its a dream,
Oh I will wake up to be free,
But these are my doubts,
And they have chained me,
But I still feel there is hope,
Languishing in the wind,
As I search for my own truth,
Even if I am alone,
Fighting these battles,
I know it turns out for the good,
(Then a voice in me says)
“Hey little boy!
You have not even failed,
How can you give up on life again?
Just hold on & keep moving on,
You will reach the end of this tunnel alright.”
—- End —-
Sometimes I get confused with my thoughts and I get demotivated before I even try something. Its true that the past year has been hell for me personally and I have had shot confidence more than anything and I am trying to get past that now.
But the fact that I can still think with that shard of positive possibility and write something that makes me just go that extra inch, makes me believe it can be alright.
Its time to realize the dream.